I guess I do sort of act differently at home than when I am at school, with friends, or with my boyfriend. I don't want everyone to see me acting sort of like a tomboy- cooing over worms (I think they are cute- please don't ask me why because I don't know), trying to burp louder than my mom occationally, ect. I am more polite to people when I am not at home, but not by much. I'm not saying I'm usually rude to my parents because that's not true, but I do say more of what's on my mind to them. I know at least one of my teachers thinks I can do no wrong, partly because I am so obedient in class, but that's not true. I'm not perfect; I just do what I'm supposed to at school- I do my work, pay attention in class, stay out of trouble, and I'm not rude to my teachers.
I only show my 'true' self to my parents, my brother, and my boyfriend because I feel the most comfortable around them. I can tell them almost anything and they wouldn't judge me for it. Well, my brother would judge me, but I don't really care about that. Brothers do that. I do think it's kind of pathetic I won't even show my 'true' self to my best friend, though, but she is so dramatic about everything and I think she'd laugh at me if I told her some stuff. She has laughed at me before.
I think it is normal to be more comfortable around your parents then anyone else but then that’s when you have to start opening up and being yourself what the worst that they are going to do. Say something mean then forget about them they aren’t a good person/ or friends. I think that would be horrible if you were being yourself around your best friend and she started laughing at you about something you were asking her or telling her about that’s just not a good friend. But I definitely think that you should take a change and try to be yourself around more than just your family.
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