Future?.

For my future I would like to simply be happy, live in a decent house, with a job I enjoy doing, with 4 kids. I do not want to be married in the future, because so many of them now a days do not work out, and it is just so much drama when they don't work out, and it just ends up hurting the kids that are involved, as I know first hand being the child of divorced parents. Plus marriage just consists of some rings, new titles, and sharing everything you have with someone that could change their mind about you, and take everything. I don't think you need to be married to love someone, and marriage doesn't prove your love at all.

For my future I hope that I do not become dependent on material things, and raise kids to just appreciate what they have, and to just be good kind people. Growing up I haven't had as nice toys, clothes, houses, or as much money as many of my friends,but I've grown to live with it and want better for the kids that I want to have in the future. My life has been tough, dealing with divorced parents, going from house to house, living with an alcoholic step dad, moving, all the yelling and fight, and much more, but I'm determined to not let any of my past hold me back in the future.

It may sound crazy but I don't think having a lot of money would make me happy, like there would be no satisfaction in anything, and I know I would let money get to my head. Yeah, money might keep you happy when you buy nice things, have nice cars, have a grand house, but if all you rely on is money to keep you happy then you won't truly be happy, cause at the end of the day you'll be all alone with nothing but money, and money can't talk when you need someone to talk to.

I'm still in high school and have no idea what I want to do in the future, career wise that is. Iv thought about a couple things like being a nurse, or preschool teacher because I love little kids, but I still have no clue. I mean after all I have my whole life ahead of me to decide, why rush and choose now?

Although I don't want to be married in the future, I do want to be with a guy for a long time. So instead of having a husband I guess you can say I just want a life partner. Someone that will stand by my side, and never leave, that will always love me with all my faults, and will never want me any other way.

I don't think my goals for the future are unrealistic, all I truly want in life is to be happy, and if that's asking to much, then I guess that's a problem. What the future holds is still a mystery and full of questions but I'll take my time answer them. (: