In the future I generally just want to live a happy, and somewhat successful life. After I graduate and go to college, I would ideally like to work for a magazine, or something like that. I'd really enjoy taking pictures for maybe a music magazine like "Fader". I'd also want a job on the side, so I could afford to travel, and actually go to the places I've always wanted to.

I just want a stress free life. After high school, I hope to start college in the fall. And once I'm in college I can see myself being solitary. I would cut off almost all the relationships I have, other than a few people. Meeting new people constantly but not making an effort to maintain a friendship is a phase I would most likely go through. I am completely okay with that, though.

Also, one thing that is very important to me is that I actually achieve this. That I do what I want to do after high school. Neither of my parents did, and I feel bad for them. When I'm older I don't want to feel any self pity, and I definitely don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. I don't want to forget the things I truly loved. I have the opportunity to achieve my ideal life.

My dreams are a lot different from Gatsby's dreams. His were more romantic, and he didn't really have any idea where things were headed. I have control over my dreams, there really isn't why I couldn't achieve them. I know I can as long as I have the motivation and try. It was almost impossible for Gatsby to achieve his dreams, though. They depended on Daisy, and whether she wanted to be with him or not. I think most of his dreams were irrational and most definitely unrealistic.

Of course some of my dreams for the future are going to be unrealistic, like taking pictures for a fashion magazine or a music magazine. But I honestly think anything is possible. It depends on how hard I try and how serious I am about it. I might end up changing my mind after awhile but I'd rather waste my time trying to get somewhere, than waste my time doing nothing and thinking about where I should start.