When I'm around people I dont't really know I'm really shy and I don't talk to much. I don't really like being in groups of people beacause I'm always paired up with somebody I don't really know. When I meet new people I'm very shy and different then when I'm with my friends. When every time a new person tries to talk to me I won't talk a lot and soon they just end up ignoring me. I don't really make new friends so easily.
When I'm around friends and people I know really well I'm a lot different. When I'm with friends I'm really loud and get hyper. When I'm with my family I'm basically the same way and I'll start talking a lot and they will basically tell me to stop talking because I'll get really annoying. Also when I'm around my friends and family, I usually make fun of them jokingly when I would never do that to somebody I don't know.
What a touching story. I do not think you should go through life like this because it is so much better and more expresive if you have people to share it with. You should try coming out of your shy state of mind and be yourself.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to what you are saying. Up until just this year I was the same way. I had serious anxiety and constantly worried about what others thought of me and worried constantly about looking at someone the wrong way or sounding stupid around others. It is much easier to be yourself around people you know because you know that they respect you. It's a common attitude in high school because you're around people you have to see every day. There is are tiers of popularity in high school and you can be constantly be afraid of moving down on this chain. Being yourself is definately the eastiest thing to do, but the hardest thing to maintain for many people. But you shouldn't fear meeting and making friends with new people. Even if they are only in class friends, you could find that making friends is easier that you think.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to your post because I am also a very shy person. I do wish that I wasn't so shy, but it's how I am. When I am with my friends and family, I also talk alot and at times my family do tell me to stop talking.
ReplyDeleteI "agree" in the sense that I share similar ideals. I find it much easier to be open and "loud" with friends and family as well, as opposed to people you don't really know that well. However, I also feel that when meeting new people or trying to make friends, there are definitely "non-compatible" friendships where personality can be wildy different between two or more different people. In response to you not making friends easily, I advise maybe to look for people who have personalities similar to your own and you will probably find it far easier to make friends.
ReplyDeleterawr! This has to be one of the most honest things i have ever heard. And i was just honored to read it. Really it was incredible, sweet, honest and fun. kepp writing, HAVE FUN milkkkkyyyy <3
ReplyDeletei like your story. i can relate to this because i am shy and quiet. you should try to become more active to other people that would help a little bit.
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